Looks like i got what i wanted, i've become an enigma to you, not the way i envisioned it but nonetheless, from the events that've transpired i figure its pretty much for the best. I can see happiness coming into your life, not the kind that you want, but maybe more the kind that you truly want. Whether i can be part of it or not is a different issue entirely. I checked and questioned and i realise it really doesn't matter, not only that, it doesn't make much of a difference. I must humbly admit that i am in fact hurt. I am but human. But in this hurt there's more than meets the eye. I made the mistake of letting my emotions get the better of me 2day but i will never let that happen again. You don't deserve that satisfaction, regardless of what i've done. But more importantly, everyone else deserves the best that i can offer them. I'm just sorry you're not one of them.
