Rewind the day to Friday. On the way out to get stuff for the dancers i saw patches of blood on the floor, apparently someone either got attacked and started to bleed. The fact that it was located beside a primary school didn't make things more comforting. Kinda unnerved me. So while i was caught up musing in my world wondering how i was gonna survive that day's dance practice i placed it totally out of my mind until dance was over and i was left to my own thoughts. Its when i realised that had it been a school day, students from MI might've been involved with whatever happened there. Given that it was MI Run and everyone was moved to West Coast and that most, if not all were grumbling about having to attend the run and be placed under the hot sun. We were placed in a perfectly safe place. God is good. Not only to me but also the ppl around me, sometimes, that speaks more to me than anything cause He knows my heart and what and who it holds. I know i haven't exactly been the best example of a Christian and neither have i been a nominal one let alone be a disciple. But at this place where i'm placed in a myriad of confusion, i'm thrilled that i can still hear the voice of God. I can't promise my commitment, at least not yet and i don't know when, but its always comforting to know that no matter what Your arms are open for me to run back to.
thought @ 5:54 PM;
Monday, March 7, 2011
Let me remain a puzzle that cannot be solved yet integral to the whole skematics of the world so that i may still exist in the vast universe we call life. Let me be the puzzle that solves that all for you.