The past few hours have been very insightful for me. At the request of a close friend, i shall do what i've been scared to do for so long. My readers should know that i don't scare easily, but i guess because this involves my future its scary. But i shall do as i've promised and basically just suck it up and do it. The issue at hand can only be settled when i do what i've promised to do which leaves me very much with nothing else i can do. I am... humbled, by the events that have transpired tonight and its just a reminder of how great God has been in my life, just how blessed i truly am, and how i've not been thankful for everything that's been placed in my life. Its true we always feel that the grass is greener on the other side, as said by someone whom i respect, how am i gonna be contented then? In another perspective, how can God increase when all i'm gonna think is that its still not enough, for me to do the things He's asked me to. So yeah, its an epiphany i guess. On a side note, i'm procrastinating what i'm supposed to do by saying all this here. Moving on, main thing is i gotta be thankful for everything, from small to big, and everything in between. I just want things bigger so my future wife and kids needn't worry about stuff, basically to provide for all their needs and wants. You know what, i'ma go do what i'm supposed to do. Here goes...