Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Talking to the moon
This is one of those times when i'm facing a familiar issue, again i don't want to get into it but again i find myself falling into it. I really don't like the feeling of uncertainty and then they tell me to have faith, if they only knew what i'm uncertain of and what the situation really is. For this however i feel i can only say nothing to no one, only between me and God and somehow i feel its enough. We all go through our own normal lives, i said it myself, whether we fall in love or out of love, whether we get that job or we get fired, the world around us still goes on, injury or not, the world moves on, the birds are still flying, the fishes are still swimming and God is still good. Its a pain i've to bear for now, i know that on some level i'm doing the right thing by not saying anything, it'll be a secret, one i fear may reflect in my actions and so as much as it further pains me i shall be indifferent. Objective. If i could you know i would, i just don't really know what to do or why or really just why, what's the reason behind this?
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10:21 AM;
