I think the saying God answers prayers is really true, just that in my case He's really been answering them and i just keep asking for assurance after assurance and well basically defeating the purpose of faith in His coming through and so blocking out His voice, and well in that same light blocking God out as well. I felt the need to say this cause... well i just felt i had to say it, maybe to serve as a reminder to myself as well, it's not like i'm the best listener to God either and so i think its time for me to hear what He has to say, no matter how painful. I choose to see this pain as something good, whatever i have to go through is good and will prosper me, not just me but my children as well, i see it and will possess that destiny, just that i have to make sure that i'm deserving of that very destiny and that i don't forget the Awesome One who brought me there in the first place, God.
