I'm currently suffering from some strained arm thingy which i don't know how i got and my legs are almost non existent and yet at the same time every fiber of me is telling me to push on that there's something more to this. I ain't done yet. Then during prayer meet it was all about family and then it got me thinking about my family, my future family and eventually the one i'm gonna marry, i'm still not sure who it is but i'll need her to walk with me in my walk with God, i've learnt that with God in a relationship there's no way it can just be broken. How can one go wrong with a higher power that is Pure Love? I am imperfect so all that i can give is imperfect love, i can say that i can give you the world but i cannot give you all the love you need because it would still be imperfect. I need a godly woman who can understand that. That being said i have to be a godly man as well and because i know its hard in this world to find that godly woman i pray to be able to find and understand her because its the very least i can do for her, "Iron sharpens iron" right? So its here that i realise what they mean by "unequally yoked". Its also here that i understand what they mean by waiting for the right one to come along instead of rushing along with each and every feeling that i get. So, by putting this down here its quite hard for me actually cause all my life i've been looking for that love, i never did quite find it. I do believe that God has a godly woman out there for me and i may or may not have met her yet but i know she's there. I've always known and i never listened, but i've gotta learn to be submissive to authority right? So here i am, doing just that, i focus on You first Lord, show me the rest in Your own time, Amen.
