Saturday, July 3, 2010
The effects of rain on a heart
Returning to God has definitely been one of the most crucial and important moments in my life, not only that, it has been a decision that i had to make so long ago yet chose to ignore. I used to wonder what it meant by eternal happiness much less fathom true happiness. I used to think that happiness and sadness came hand in hand and that you only look at the positive side to feel that happiness. I just came home from playing captain's ball in the rain. For the benefit of those who don't know, i absolutely love the rain, it cleanses the soul, it calms my heart, despite the splashing of water and the thunder and every other noise that comes with it, it quietens down my soul. I played not with friends. I played with family. When i played, i didn't see friends playing in a team, i saw a family working as a unit. Guess what i'm really trying to say is that i saw love. It didn't matter what the score was, it didn't matter if we won or lost, ultimately we all won. Its times like this that i think back and think how lucky i've been to be saved by true love, the one thing that we spend our whole lives searching for or trying to give, but always fall short. We are but human and we are inperfect, how can true love come from something imperfect? We may claim that we love truly without reserve, but really, do we? Even if we do, we have our limits and its there that we fall short. To those who have yet to experience this love, please take my advice and seek the power of love, the power of God. Not for old time's sake but from the very depths of my heart and no matter how imperfect it is, i love you, cause He loved me first.
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11:09 PM;
