So its the last day of school and to be honest i think the last 2 weeks have been the most "awake" days for me, at least i know what i'm doing and where the hell i'm going as compared to just stoning through the day itself and then everything gets meshed into one so yeah. That being said i just came home from the "Taming" play, i gotta say it was somewhat interesting, i'm actually tired as hell but the week has been quite hellish for me so i wanna unwind b4 i start 2mw or go to sleep for that matter. For those of you who don't know, i was barred from the promos on Tuesday, i eventually managed to cut a deal that allowed me to take my exams but speaking from experience standing at that point when they tell you that you've been barred your mind really just goes blank at that instant. Irony was that as i was walking to school that very morning i was just thinking to myself that i should really seriously start mugging, life's like that ain't it? So as i've got a 4 week holiday ahead of me, or 1 month as some would prefer, i think i should spend some part of it studying and of course catching up on some sleep but first i think i need to rewire my mentality because sometimes life just calls for it, you've to change your mindset about alot of things, sometimes to avoid being hurt, to avoid being taken advantage and stuff like that but ultimately it all leads to the situation becoming better so yeah thats what i'll do. One thing i've learnt from the play? Sometimes kindered souls are the ones that share the most passionate "love" and i think this is the only instance where love can choose not to exist but still grow.