Past week has been whack, after being late for the millionth time i finally got suspended and experienced what life was like having suspension in MI. Frankly speaking its exactly as i expected it would be, minus the people to talk to part though most your friends drop by to laugh at you, say hey, irritate you, ask you random questions and in Louis' case come to "save me" by attempting to nibble at the table i was sitting. All of that? Appreciated yes, i was bored to bits. Anyways, cause yours truly was suspended indefinitely i had to get my mum/dad down to save my ass so that i could go back to class, my mind immediately went to, can't i save my own sorry ass myself? And believe me i tried, though i think i didn't try hard enough cause mum still came down, long story short i signed some contract and have to come to school early, and by early i mean early like b4 7.45 early and can't skip school something i treasure so so very dearly, in my opinion there are several things more important than school and thing is, while i enjoy studying at my own pace, the system should sometimes be thrown out the window. So here i am on a rainy Sunday afternoon trying to piece my thoughts together getting back into the fast paced momentum of this thing and trying to find some joy in becoming a "slave" to this uniformity with society, in case you're wondering, yes i am whining and yes i'm gonna do it, cause mama's in the hospital, last thing i'd want is for her to worry anymore than she already is.