Thursday, January 28, 2010
2am
You know how sometimes people appear to be strong and its really awesome how they seem unfazed by everything and anything, its almost like they can handle anything, kinda like Superman. Then when they eventually fall. Cause even Superman has kryptonite. What if that someone was your Superman, then what? Imagine a scenario where a friend of yours locked his/herself in a room, there's only one entrance and its locked, no windows no phone, just your friend and he/she's bleeding slowly, dying. But thing is the doors locked and while you know what's happening in there but there's a 5mm thick lead door stopping you from going in there to save your friend. You've got the bandages you've got the needle and thread to sew that gashing wound and you've even got the miracle elixer of removing scars should that need arise but the only things you don't have are the tools to open that door, how'd you feel? What would you do?
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2:02 AM;
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Year 2 life...
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7:00 PM;
Saturday, January 9, 2010
2009
I know this is kinda late but it made more sense to me to think about it b4 i went ahead and said anything. 09 brought along with it a whole new level of experiences in my life. With it came the 2nd class i was facing when i retained in MI, new friends of course and a whole new mentality but most importantly and personally this was the year that saw me come back to God and once more ignited the fire that burned out so long ago to want to serve Him, not just in church but in my life beyond service. I just wanna say that through all the ups and downs i learnt a new lesson in that and simply cause for each and every scenario that i was put in was with someone that means something to me, or in other words someone that i give a damn about, so most definitely the memories and lesson learnt would be held close to my heart. One was the Amazing Race the interns did for the Kumamoto students, i recall 3 weeks of "hell" but when we ran the thing everything went smoothly but the most important thing there was that i had the honour of working with the best council batch i've ever seen in the 2 years that i've been in MI. Another was my class, though we did have our differences here and there i gotta say that they've been the biggest blessing in 09 cause not once have they ever left me alone to my own devices, knowing that sometimes the adage that "we are our own worst enemy" sometimes rings true, they were always there for me and never gave up on me even when i felt that i didn't deserve it, so really 09A1 you guys are truly awesome. Then of course there's Hope, the church i've been attending. From day one you guys really welcomed me into this new family of God and based on my Christmas cards, many saying i very "dao","fierce","act cool" etc, which btw was a good laugh =), you guys still welcomed me into this new family with no inhibitions and not once doubted if there was someone human under all the 1st impressions you guys had and to me that means a whole lot and it really brings forth the whole idea of a church being as one family.
As 2010 starts it's 1st month i don't know what it'll hold. But i just sincerely hope that whatever happens its all in God's will, that i'll still continue to mature in my spiritual walk in Him and of course not just for me but for everyone that we'll continue to shine and truly define the essence of being "salt and light of the world" =)
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1:13 AM;
