Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Jumper
I hate silence, simply cause it brings you back to face yourself. The part of you that you've been avoiding for the majority of the year, you only seem to face it at times when you're down and out or when you're alone. I do agree with the saying that sometimes the biggest obstacle we have to overcome in life is ourselves and i'm not gonna lie, i've yet to come to that. This holiday i basically pulled myself away from most of my frens and i tried that, result? Well for one i miss them like hell, i've become more withdrawn and distant emotionally and quite frankly that scares the hell outta me cause it literally reflects when i look in the mirror. A cousin of mine introduced to me this song he heard from a movie, "Yes Man" its called Jumper and this line really struck me, "Everyone's got to face down the demons, Maybe today, You can put the past away" No one's perfect, if we appear normal and without a scratch that still doesn't mean that we're fine, we could be far from it and still never know. Thats what i learnt from myself cause one thing i've learnt is that i was so broken up inside that about several things i didn't even know where to begin healing myself. I'm in the process now but i dun wanna start the year with the pain that i have to live with. I wouldn't want this for anyone either, so i'm here, let me help you make it that much more bearable.
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4:40 AM;
