Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Overkill
I got my hair cut 2day, looks weird in my opinion then again i was never much bothered about the way my hair looks, if i had my way i'd be bald. Anyways, i was reading 5 People You Meet In Heaven on the way there. I didn't really process the book on my way there, frankly speaking i was more struggling to stay awake, been feeling sleepy for no apparent reason in school and generally during the day for some reason, i slept quite early last night thats the problem. But as i got off the bus and walked to the barbershop i started reminiscing and i realize i'm pretty lucky, my childhood is like a park away and given the close proximity it is to where i live now, i can't remember the last time i was there for any reason at all. It changed a whole lot, thats a given but the memories came flooding back and i guess that kinda helped to drive home the whole W.H lesson i had about man conquering nature and then nature eventually overpowering man and somehow someway cause of that change becomes an absolute, that it is imminent in our future no matter how we try to change it. In a way, somehow i think the title of this post is cause i'm overkill-ing myself with too much thinking, the exams, my fate in MI just to name a few and a couple of unmentionables. I always thought exams were things that required you to think there and then and then its over, guess i forgot about the path we walk before that. One more week yeah? Then maybe the sun will shine brighter and we'll all come out again.
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8:11 PM;
