Thursday, September 17, 2009
MC
An actual MC is scary, a legit one i mean, where you're really sick instead of skipping school. For one you can't get to sleep and with the stuff that's been happening in my head i'd really like to just shut it off for a while or at the very least drown in out. Hence the splitting headaches. Once more its times like these you really stop at the pace you've been running in the race of life and reflect about certain things, cept i only did that just now during dinner, yesterday was spent stoning cause i was getting used to the meds, yes they make people drowsy but sadly not drowsy enough to sleep. I'm speaking for both dudes and dudettes here, you guys ever had that one person that when he/she crosses your mind your heart beats faster, your eyes widen, little sweat beads start forming on your forehead, you start breathing faster and your mind just freeze and for that split second you feel as though your soul is complete? Yeah i kinda miss that feeling. Cept i never really felt it with the last bit, save one girl. I know its the last thing that should be on my mind right now with the promos 2 coming round the corner in like, what, 2 weeks? Yeap, i've been counting down though the stress hasn't really forced me to study more than i have been. I think i'll feel it the moment the weekends roll around then i'll freak out, take my notes and do some studying. Sorry just thought i'd post this for the people who're wondering what the hell goes on in my mind. Just a sneak. Study hard beautiful people, don't retain, CTE or get superannuated.
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