Went to the beach 2day, its been a long time since i was last there. Abt half a year to abt a year since i was there? Reached there and it started raining, got drenched. I couldn't help but take a walk in the rain and think abt stuff. Eventually sat by the waterside and prayed a silent prayer and just sat there waiting for the rain to stop. Funnily enough though the rain was pelting down and the wind was blowing and freezing me to the core, i wasn't exactly shivering and i kinda felt peaceful sitting there; i felt warm inside. I thought really hard about my dream and really believed it. I realised as i'm asking for some kinda assurance, its always there, just not exactly in the form that i'd expect but its always there. Only time is required and nothing's gonna change that. The only difference is that i was just too caught up in the moment to see, whenever the situation called for it, assurance has always been there and i had to get myself soaked to realise that. Yet i'm glad i did, cause getting caught in the rain brought home a sense of familiarity for me and anything that feels like home is good enough assurance for me. I just need to see and realise it =)
