So here i am, its raining out, slightly over a week before school starts and the exams are coming around and i'm pretty close to saying screw it, lets see what happens if i fail. What i really feel like doing and saying isn't really helping what i'm supposed to be doing, namely studying. I know the whole world of JC students out there are studying their hardest, well majority and me... well... when Marcus made that whole minimum 2 H2 passes i thought hey, why not? Its something i can work for. But i've come to realise that maybe its just not it. I've lost so much and all that for what? Everything that i've given i sincerely feel has come to a naught. Can we restart this whole thing? If i had known, i wouldn't have said goodbye like that...