I'm having a huge-ass headache now and i very much feel like whining cept i'm supposed to set this ignored image of a responsible elder brother to his 2 younger brothers taking their 'O' levels this year, in other words they get to hurl and scream abuse and think random thoughts of leaving school while i'm their adviser. I'm trying very very hard to focus on the things that are really important to me now just that given all that has been thrown into my lap i don't know which is which? I feel like going for a long long holiday. I feel that i deserve one. A day to finish up all my assignments would be nice as well... Transcendence auditions are another thing... somehow i just don't really feel like going for it... i'm just not feeling it. I don't even think this post makes any freaking sense...
If only then maybe and probably but i guess we just weren't meant to be.
