Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Drifting
Its hard really to try and meet each other on some level. Maybe i'm just scared of what i would say that she might not wanna hear those very few words that i wanna say and that it could be a possibility that i don't want to hear them as well. Cause for some reason it hurts to even look at you and i just don't know why anymore. I'm not even sure if its from disappointment or just plain sadness and every single thing seems so damn forced, to the point that i don't even wanna continue doing anything else anymore that i just wanna disappear from existence itself. I find myself dreading everything but there's not a damn thing i can do about it because all anyone ever tells me is relax luh. I so need an escape now...
thought @
11:34 PM;
