Its weird cause ultimately when i get a more severe and serious injury its the weirdest time to even think of it and it kinda swung home to be at the precise moment it hurt the most in my ribs that i actually really miss playing Rugby. Don't get me wrong, not touch rug but contact. Even though the stamina training is hell and probably still is gonna be hell for me and most of the people don't really wanna see me back cause they probably deem me as a quitter same goes for the coach, i miss the game more than anything else. I know i can't throw as well as i used to in the past but i find myself picking up that old rugby ball that i have and tossing it around and remembering the rush of adrenaline when i step on the field, what made me give my everything even though i was tired and hurt in every single fiber of my body. When i was out with injury i never really made any plans of returning i thought it was it, i'm done. No more rugby but now i find myself missing it more than ever. I don't know if the coach would let me back in though haha much less Mr Tan. The risk of me cracking or this time even splitting my shin cleanly into half is there and with my ribs yeah thats another story. Its really screaming at me, just right in my ear to go back, though you won't be the best yet you can always strive to be the best that you are and sometimes thats all it really takes. Maybe i've got the holidays to think over it? What do you guys think?
