Saturday, February 28, 2009
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12:47 AM;
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Whee~ iPod
I "stole" my Dad's iPod, i asked for my Mum's got Dad's instead, currently listening to the songs in it now, i'm just kinda feeling weird that he has these kinda songs in his iPod, made me realise it's been sometime since i was last in the car with the whole family and heard Dad randomly sing some oldie song on the radio and thinking wat the hell kinda song is he singing. Much as i hated those rides, i miss them cause it always meant going somewhere, and usually Mama hse. Now whenever i'm in the car i'll get chased out so yeah... Back to more "busy" stuff, Sports Ambassador workshops are this coming weekend so for whoever signed up pls pls pls remember to attend the briefing 2mw, and the workshops consecutively =)
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10:27 PM;
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Welcome back...
Its funny, the part where i really feel like i'm a retainee is when i run for PE again, its really the same exact things that they say and everything else, i'm actually brain dead now but i feel like blogging, i've got body aches now cause its been donkey years since i last ran so yeah, and somewhere here i lost my train of thought cause i'm really that tired... Maths 2mw... argh... somehow i just hope that our proposal will be successful, i wanna do something for the MI carnival... other than selling tickets of course haha, manning a stall is way easier than having to sell tickets, economy is bad therefore ppl are less willing to part with their cash but in all seriousness, they should start spending so that the money will be swishing around in the economy and then maybe it won't be so bad anymore. Yes i took this idea from someone else haha but it makes sense nonetheless haha
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10:25 PM;
Monday, February 23, 2009
Can't sleep so i'm here to blog. Don't really have anything much to say, i guess there really isn't anything else to say, i'm here to bounce back up so yeah. 2day i saw the rest of T4 looking as though they all witnessed a mass funeral and i guess we all kinda did 2day, T4 was no more and yeah we were all officially sent to our new classes. I still don't wanna say anything abt my new home class cause they seem like nice people and yeah, but as for the rest of T4 you guys have definitely gotta keep your head up. I know its real hard but look on the bright side, there's still me around in school, though i dun really know how that's a brightside but yeah you guys know where i'll be =) come to me and i'll make things that much better for you guys, doesn't mean once orientation is over i won't talk to you guys anymore, if there's anything thats bugging you or anything else at all i'm right here for you guys. Coming to school seeing your sad faces like that just makes coming to school more depressing so pls pls pls cheer up ok =)
p.s. I really don't know how to feel now. Truth be told i dun tink i ever will, perhaps i shouldn't bother either.
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10:47 PM;
Lullaby (acoustic) - Shawn Mullins
I think this song really speaks to me when everything seems so bleak, partially kinda like now LOL i'm really lost in my econs notes now and struggling to get the hell out. This is bad cause its just the 1st freaking lesson lol now that the 5 min interval is over, its back to my notes and tutorial
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8:50 PM;
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Respect.
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3:22 PM;
Visited Uncle Tay and Aunt Connie in church 2day, kinda hard to believe that just a few years back she was in a coma and the time after she woke up she looked so different from before. Fast forward to 2day and she now looks older than ever, Uncle Tay is balding quite badly but they're still the loving couple that they were years ago when they were first married. Truthfully from the point of view from a guy, it takes courage to stand by your wife's side when she undergoes all these trials, if anything he really did fulfill the very basic request that was made to him on his wedding day, "to remain together, in sickness and in health" If anything really, truly, all respect goes out to him and its really a wonder to see Auntie Connie recovering so fast, based on what happened to her, a stroke and temporary paralysis, she can walk now, though not as before but at least she's halfway there. I don't really know what's the aim of this post, i guess maybe one of the aims is to say that prayer really does work, if you believe, have faith and pray hard enough, then all things are possible =)
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2:48 PM;
Saturday, February 21, 2009
Flick
Frisbee "training" 2day was really tiring and dehydrating but fruitful nonetheless, i never really thought i'd throw so much energy and passion into chasing after a plastic disc and making sure it flies straight without wobbling at all to the intended person. I think i injured my left shoulder in the process somehow, hurts like hell everytime i raise my left arm now. I'm thinking hell lots of rest and recuperation over the weekend like a whole hell lot. A massage would probably do me good? LOL
To all the people from T4 who reads my blog,
Hey guys =) just wanna say before we're really all spread out into different classes and spread our rubbish "piak piak" way into the rest of M.I's Pre-U 1 batch, that of all the times i had orientation in M.I, PAE and JAE 2008 and JAE 2009, plus though it's kinda the first time that a clan i was in didn't win anything, like really, at all. You guys left me with the best memories i could ever have during a 3 week orientation =) I know i wasn't that close to you guys in the very beginning and i do admit i never really did make the effort to, which is a way dumb move on my part, i'm very thankful that you guys made the effort to get to know me and for that you guys really are the best bunch of frens i could ever find. Its even more amazing that they're all from my OG. While we see the rest of the clans having their own fun, i can safely say that they are never as closely knit and bonded as we are, seriously i dun tink i'll see R1 members taking the train home together. So really, thank you for trying so hard to help me through the past week, asking me to smile even though you guys knew i wasn't really in the mood and really putting up with my "emo" face for majority of the day and giving me my own space and time alone. I could really go on and on but since its late and you guys are probably tired of reading i shall end with this, forever, i will remember going to Shawn's hse to play tennis though i really suck at it, thanks for laughing and not laughing, playing frisbee with Dawn cause she wants to join, Adeva and Tabitha for asking me to smile whenever they can and entertaining everyone with their antics, Chao Teng for well... *claps hands twice*, Steph for her willingness to teach the dance moves, Randy for being the source of sanity when everyone goes nuts online, Natasha, Saiful and Firdaus for being the source of smiles for the whole class everyday, Yan Qing for teaching me that not all people with a fierce face means they're always fierce, Tiffany for being the "anti-social" person that she is LOL, Hafidz for his laughter, always makes me laugh, Deon for his innocence and allowing us to "bully" him all the time, Daniel for your company and sound effects LOL and of course how could i forget Joshua, your pants story will forever be etched in my mind and i do hope you'll remember them nxt time =) for the rest of the people that i've forgotten to mention its not because you're not important but its because its late and my brain is half asleep but know that you guys all rock as much as all these people mentioned here and once more, its been a great honour to be able to say i was in the same OG group as you guys. =) In case i haven't said it yet, welcome to M.I and i hope your stay here was fun so far =)
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1:00 AM;
Thursday, February 19, 2009
Bed 14
Its a certain feeling you get when you see someone jovial and laughing usually lying in a coma and knowing that the person's been in a coma for quite a while now, just that you never really got the chance to see him/her till 2day. For me, that day was today. Feeling wave after wave of different emotions wash over me from the time i stepped into the hospital till i left, it left me exhausted and seriously got me thinking real hard. Life really is unpredictable, if there's really nothing that we feel is worth living for then shouldn't we at least live by Faith? I always seem to remember that darkest moment and throwing everything to God and telling Him pleading with Him for his wisdom and mercy to guide me through and somehow He always does. The image of Auntie Dara lying there in the hospital is really depressing. It would be really inhuman not to feel even a tinge of sadness yet through all this i've found reason to celebrate, the people around me, life and so so much more. I was struck pretty hard when i found out i was drafted from Zircon to Sapphire, ironically enough, the highest and lowest points in the day came together, merging itself into some package and presenting itself to me in a way i could somehow comprehend, just at the right amount, but leaving a tinge of mystery behind it, never to be known, only to be guessed.
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10:54 PM;
Sunday, February 15, 2009
Bottomline is that Auntie Dhara is lying in the hospital in a coma. After all that's happened, yes it kinda really sucks but then i still prefer to look at the bigger picture, my family needs me so i guess thats where i'll be for the time being. So that being said that doesn't really give me time to myself huh? Still thinking abt the tattoo though. Guess i'm coming home.
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10:42 PM;
Saturday, February 14, 2009
Sometimes we can't blame anyone but ourselves, guess at some point i saw it coming and didn't really do anything about it. Its not over, feelings don't go just like that. But i don't blame you for wanting it to be this way, at least i can say that you truly loved to even wanna risk being with me in the first place and i applaud you for that. So if any apologies should arise, it should be from me. I guess all thats left to say now is that maybe in a different time and place, things would be better but as for now, i just want you to be happy with what you have, i just hope its not too much to ask for you to think of me from time to time. God bless and take care. Happy Valentine's Day sweets.
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11:10 AM;
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
19th
So now i can safely say i had the best birthday i could ever wish for, thanks to my baby =) know that no matter what it is i'll always love you =)
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10:41 PM;
Monday, February 9, 2009
Hour left...
After going for lit sample lectures to find out what texts i'll be taking this year i dun think i need to attend sample lectures anymore, no? My brain absolutely refuses to budge when it comes to math sums now so i think i shall bring Tess 2mw and i'll get to know her again. No offence but i just can't seem to understand the dry passion in R.W.V one other thing the lecture did for me was to make me think abt why i took lit in the 1st place, then after all the "politically correct" answers, made me realise i took lit because i wanted to feel and not just be contented with what i feel, to analyse it down to the very core and know what caused that feeling and appreciate it so that i'd know how someone else would feel and appreciate them for it, basically, i took lit because i want to live.
like the title says, hour left.
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11:17 PM;
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Play On
LOL the profile for the Zonemaster is finally up, its just kinda weird to see my profile up there though, but hopefully it'll be of use to them? Or at least put me in a place where i'm able to somehow render help haha in case you guys are wondering what i'm talking abt, click here and probably laugh or sumtink, so yeap if you guys have any questions feel free to drop me a tag =)
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11:26 PM;
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Orientation
Orientation was pretty ok. At least i know i lost my voice giving it every single thing i had, i know i looked pissed and scary, esp with the face paint and the finale was really lost but still, proud that Trojans managed to pull it off in their own way when it really came down to it. I forgot how good the dancers were cause of the entire rush last night all i remember was running more and faster than i ever ran since the holidays began, jumping 300 twice and yeah, seeing Saiful fall and slid on the track o.O sorry to the people in frisbee that i couldn't stay cause i had to get back to my clan and see to certain things, thank you Yit Seng and Ravin for shouting and screaming with me since day 1, thank you to Squirrel, i mean Cindy for cutting up the ribbons and talking to us when we were super bored though we kept calling you Squirrel, to the OGLs you guys know who you are, kudos to you guys for helping out and for sticking it out though i know there was the temptation of walking out. Also i hope the OGLs are feeling way better, its tiring so you guys deserve all the rest you can get and study real hard for your common test =)
Busted my left leg, something's wrong i think, but thats kinda irrelevant haha. Orientations over so i get some rest, i tink i'll probably wrap it up and hope for the best, i dun think icing it would do much help, seems to be more muscular related than joint pains. Hmmmm...
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11:01 AM;
Monday, February 2, 2009
The Pre-U 1's are kinda expected, a lil quiet on the 1st day so i hope thats just the first day. At least we're getting some response from them so yeah. Long live Warriors my home clan LOL, we should change it to like Gladiators like Jack said, more power uh haha Trojans is cool too. Please please please make more noise 2mw and make my voice go for a good cause, Amen.
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7:53 PM;
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Hmm... orientations 2mw. Which means ridiculous timings, new ppl, new frens, new conditions and basically new everything. No way in hell am i going in NBSS's uniform... my cleaner days are over. Well. Here goes.
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9:28 PM;
