Somehow i find myself in a position where i'm not allowed to live in the past, this like from here on, only the future matters and the future is what you get. What happened yesterday happened and it happened for a reason so that means i've gotta work on 2day so that 2mw can be better. I'm still somewhat sad Snowy's gone just like that, i'm still missing the loved ones that i had to say goodbye to. There are still so many regrets that i have that i can't reverse and make right. But reality is that i can't. We can't, all we can do is look forward to the future and hope that there's something better there for us. Yeah i admit its draggy and hell tiring and there'll be times when we'd wanna give up. We're only human and of course we'd wanna give up when we think we can't take it anymore. But whats the point in that? This past week has been filled with thoughts of leaving M.I hell, i was even thinking twice about wanting to leave SPC, something i've always wanted since stepping into M.I. I'm glad that my prayers were answered and i made my choice. Everyday is a choice. Be it a hard or easy one, we all have to make a choice. True i retained, true i can be emo abt it and mope around all day wondering why's life so unfair and everything. But its my choice that i don't want to. Whoever's reading this, you guys had a choice too, whether to read this post or not. Everything's a choice, its only a matter of whether you make the right one or not and with the right attitude, anything is possible.
