I'm trying real hard not to think about it but at some point i tink we all have to. Death is definitely the word and thought most people try to avoid. In fact, its pretty common but we kinda forget about that cause we're so caught up in living and it seems so far away. I recieved a call from Mum saying she brought Snowy home after a trip to the vet, she hasn't been eating for the past week or so and we kinda had to hand feed her. Long story short, Snowy had a relapse of the previous cancer she had and is now gonna die. The entire time i was home i watched her slowly walk from one room to another taking breaks in between walks cause walking itself was too tiring for her. She's not really suffering so Mum thought it would be good to bring her home and let her find her own resting place, she's been doing that the entire day, when i came home her body was really cold but she's still moving around. Guess its times like these that you really think about life and more importantly death. This isn't the saddest thing i've seen or heard, there are worse cases out there and i'm still waiting to see if i can help. For Snowy i just wanna help her pass on as peacefully as possible and i realised whether or not i'm there it doesn't matter cause life's kinda like that sometimes, one moment you're here, the nxt you're not. Kinda wants to make you see the little things you thought you had and realise how much you've really got.
