Wednesday, December 3, 2008
It kinda sucks cause i somehow feel i'm the only one caught in this thing again, its either i really don't come from this family or i'm just on a totally different wavelength from the rest of them... its like... it doesn't even matter anymore.
Mama can go to Genting =) thats a plus, and if i wanna sound selfish, the other partial reason is cause i wanna go too =) James can't go cause he's gotta go for NS and mine will be in a few years time. (Maybe retaining ain't so bad after all?) But in all seriousness, i'd rather get it done and over with than having to drag it out, like an injection, get it done and realise all the fuss was worth nothing...
The risk is there, for now it always is but something tells me its worth every damn bit.
Maybe there'll come a day when i'll mean something else, but for now i'll be content with being a nobody.
thought @
7:22 PM;
