Monday, December 15, 2008
I want to plug in and escape from this world, night times are what i look forward to cause its when my parents come home and it becomes a war zone here, just what i need after a bad enough day. Anyday spent at home is a terrible day... I know i'm not supposed to say that about my home cause it IS my HOME but seriously, has anyone ever been in my home for 24 hours and say its a cool place? I need to get away from all this... oh and i just found out Mama's going for an operation on Thursday and Cream (my hamster) is probably gonna die, since he's walking on one side only and his right eye is beginning to look like its glued shut. I hate myself....
"On Christmas, you're supposed to tell the truth... ...and i just wanna let you know, you are beautiful." Yes you are and no i can't say that to you cause.... well... cause for the first time in my life i'm scared to lose someone who doesn't even know i exist, much less care about me.
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7:13 PM;
