Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Although it never really bugged me in the beginning, it seems to have some kinda delayed effect on me, after Mum told me i wasn't planned for i just thought that Dad was the most responsible person i knew. In some ways, yea he is, but whenever they quarrel its like i'm the damned cause. Like these 2 people could be leading way better lives but they're not cause of one mistake. Dream over, guess i've woken up, its no damn walkthrough, i've got "other kids" to match up to that i don't even freaking know. Makes me wonder where was the point where i stopped bothering. Mike where the hell are you....
thought @
11:00 PM;
