Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I've decided that i don't really wanna work during these holidays, call me a slacker for all i care cause thats exactly what i wanna do, SLACK. Till December then i'll decide again luh. I had time to reflect last night on the bus home. I've been reflecting a whole lot lately, made me realise more about myself and the direction life was gonna take me given all the right and wrong choices i've made throughout my life and how they've made me. Like how old habits die so damn hard, like cockroaches you wanna squash but they're never really around when you buy a new can of insecticide and wanna test it out? The people that i tried so hard to model myself after, like when i was young i got suckered into thinking that a son's role model should be his own father, so i thank God and my mum for leaving me with Mama instead (don't really wanna elaborate here) and that sometimes when you try too hard you end up becoming what you don't wanna become. There's actually a whole lot more that i learnt but that would mean another damn long post so i don't wanna bore whoever made the painstaking effort to come and read my blog, i shall say hello instead =) HI!
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