Saturday, November 22, 2008
Its weird at the times when you realise things, and its another when you're put in a situation when you can let go, but you can't, ever had that? I kinda knew abt this but then at some point i can't help but blame myself for everything that's happened, i tried lying to myself and all sorts of ways to make myself feel that lil bit better, to somehow somewhat fit myself into this puzzle that contained all the wrong pieces but were forced to stick together and now this puzzle is falling apart, maybe because i tried to fit that one wrong piece in. The piece that belonged to me. Yea its hard. Its hard to fit in there cause maybe i just don't belong anyway, and i think and i thank you so damn much for killing that small lil piece of hope i had for something to happen so that things would be somewhat better for us but i guess not. I now know i don't belong. heh... i'm just sorry that i had to know now and only now and i'm sorry i'm even in your life.
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3:24 PM;
