Monday, November 24, 2008
After Friday night's drinking session and a whole night of thinking on Saturday, i've decided, this whole situation isn't gonna get me down, i know i've already somewhat been dragged down while the rest are still blissfully unaware i guess this is just one of those times where i find myself alone again, my burden to bear. Totally sucks but i mean hey, its the holidays and no one should be feeling what i have to feel, i'll force a smile if i have to and move on. Part of me still refuses to believe what i hear and i guess maybe thats my weakness, while i'm feeling so damn lost and confused hoping and waiting for something or someone to drop me a rope you throw me an anchor but thats fine. I know i'm somewhat stronger than this, you ain't gon bring me down like that, i refuse.
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12:24 AM;
