i feel... disconnected. From this world, from the people that live in it. The people that i live with the ones i so ironically call my "immediate family" are... just not getting me. I fade into the backdrop as easily as i appear normal, as though nothing is wrong. I don't really know what i'm feeling too actually. I feel, numb, for lack of a better word. Its weird but after the exams i feel... lost, like there's no purpose to whatever the hell i'm doing. I actually tried saying to my parents that i feel lost, the reply was do you want to be found? Do I?
