Friday, September 5, 2008
There's always some good in a bad situation. So i'm gonna look for the good. I know she always shouts and may seem unreasonable and as much as i hate having to call back the person that hung up on me. She is after all my mum and yea, i should forgive her cause lets face it, i'm not a easy person. Its my family, like it or not, i've still gotta live with them, i ain't gonna be their "puppet" or anything but maybe i should put in more work in making closer relationships with them. I know its gon be real difficult though and just seconds after i made this decision i got screamed at over the phone by Mum... so yea... guess i've just gotta hang in there... this is gonna be so damn weird...
Sorry i wasn't, "myself" 2day. Really got alot going on, in my head and i just really don't know how to put it out cause i just can't. I know i'm not supposed to care but i just can't do that with you... i really just don't know how to make you see that...
thought @
8:24 PM;
