Monday, September 22, 2008
Its weird cause as i sit here ice-ing my shin (cause its damn swollen) i still think its not fractured cause i can walk and stuff with a slight tinge of pain at the tip, then again when was the last time i fractured my shin and felt pain when i walked... so if its really fractured (again), admist the ridiculous ironic laughter i'm gonna recieve and award myself with, i promise i'll stay on the crutch for a long time to come cause well, i still want that running career, no doesn't necessarily mean i've to run with someone, its more for myself, to my homies the ones i've made promises to and knowing me such a last min person i'ma need that speed. I miss the speed, the feeling of flying for that split second as though you're totally unreachable and no one else can get you back down, then when you come back to the ground there's the "fear" or crashing and burning but the nxt thing you know you're back up in the air doing the same thing. Yea i miss that, but i can forgo that. Only you know why man, only you, once more i leave it all in His hands. Out.
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