Wednesday, September 24, 2008
hmmm... no i ain't fine, as in i dunno abt my shin, its still pending, least of my worries anyways, i don't know if its stress or not, wish i knew. If i had to describe how i'm feeling i think it'll be fustrated, pissed off, amazed, shocked and maybe a slight tinge of depressed. I dunno, i look ok, i feel ok-ish. The amazing part comes when i lose my appetite, i'm hungry but i don't seem to be able to eat much. (pregnant? LOL) then again come to think of it, fracturing my shin wouldn't be the worst thing to happen now would it? If its a fracture so be it.
I think i just wanna not care, try to study since i've got Tess out already, read the text see if i can absorb anything, then see if somewhere along the lines i fall asleep.
Complexities and irony of life. I find myself being caught in both.
thought @
8:42 PM;
