Thursday, August 28, 2008
Its almost as though everyday's a drag now, i really don't like the situations i'm being thrown in or the ones i've been thrown at. The occasional shouting and screaming ain't doing me much good either, how i'm still here typing all this i don't really know. I know i can last thing out, i can ride this out and come out fine. I hope.
More than anything, yea i do miss her and wish i could hold her, even if it was just for that one moment in time. Its not so much of a hurt, more of a disablilty, the disablilty to breathe even normally when it just gets you. That you know its not a lie and wish things were different but there's nothing you can do. Yet you still wanna be there but it seems like she doesn't even wanna give you that chance. I know its not the time to be saying all this, but would it be too much for you to show me how you really feel? Cause you know i would never let you down, never...
thought @
9:40 PM;
