I just woke up so i'm in a semi-comatose state, i wonder how i even got up in the first place. As always, the first and last thought in my mind is her and right about now i'm wondering if she's ai'te and if she's gotten enough sleep.
Girl if you're reading this, i wanna say that i'm real lucky to have met you and though the odds are way stacked against us, i won't let that change the fact that i love you and will continue to till whenever is that day that i have to leave this world. Despite everything i still thank God that he let me find someone that's so similar to me in more ways i could ever think of and not let me feel alone. Someone i can trust without having to wonder if you could trust them. I know i can come to you at my lowest point and even when i don't, you'd come to me cause you'd know, so its only fair that i be there for you irregardless if you need someone there or not cause i don't wanna take that chance. I know this is something i won't regret and never will, i don't care how much i have to overcome just to stand beside you in public, hold you tight and tell the entire world how much i love you. I don't know when will you be reading this but when you do, know that since that day, you were on my mind and even though i didn't know why, i had that hunch, this feels so natural its like i'm seeing all of myself in you and this could be it. Know that i love you and there isn't a time that you're not on my mind, cause you are what drives me to whatever limit i have then you break that and let me see i am that much more. For that, i thank you girl. =) I love you.
