Saturday, August 16, 2008
I don't really go to the temple, but 2day was an exception. Its for Gong Gong, i told him, i ain't coming here as a christian but i'm here as your grandson. No matter what i know i'ma always be his grandson and Mama's grandson. So yea guess even if Mama is gone (touch wood, not so soon) i'm still answerable to them. I may seem messed up to some people luh but then even i have limits to the things that i would never do. So yea i thank you for contributing part of your stubborness onto me. I don't blame the both of you for not being there physically but i thank you for being there for me no matter what the circumstance, cause i know fully well i made several decisions that would be frowned upon and ostracised by society in general, but through it all, you both believed in my decision and never questioned it and when i fell, picked me up and told me to try again. Even when the rest of the world told me i was being a total and complete fool to even try. Thank you for believing in me and never questioning my actions and decisions and understanding without explanation and yea, when it comes to the both of you, there is nothing i have to hide cause its truly my safeheaven. Nothing i have to worry abt. Just wanna say that i really do miss you and wish you were here right now. I'd tell you everything and anything and listen to your opinion cause i know you truly loved and still do love me. Not everything i do is the right thing, in terms of society's standards, but yea, thank you for standing by me in whatever =) i just really really miss you... =(
as for 2day, original plans had to cancel cause my aunt made a request to follow Jie so yea, i owe her at least something i followed Jie instead to the job fair. Which really sucked. i dunno abt the norm but do they really advertise their companies by saying stuff like "if anything just go to our company's website." then they go on to talk abt redundant stuff and end the conversation with the same line.. so yea might as well just give us a brochure that says come to jobfair.com and there they'd have all the links there. So it was redundant to go also... then followed Jie to meet Christy/ Kristy(?) for eh... dinner/ light refreshments? The pub there is superbly bad... guys minimum age to drink is 25... HAHA sadded luh. Then after that went to Wine Boss for eh.. wouldn't say wine tasting luh cause there was only one but then drank like 3 -4 bottles of wine?? So much for abstaining for 2day huh Jie? LOL yea and thank you for giving me cash to take a cab home, even though we wanted to take the train home lol =) thank you Jie and yeap here i am now in front the lappy blogging =) and i still feel bad... =(
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