hmmm... cough mixture makes you sleepy? A RESOUNDING YES. Went to see the doc 2day, something i've not done in a super long time. I was scared. Yes. Nothing to be ashamed abt we all get that sometimes but yea. Actually i was more terrified than scared, i mean how many times can the doc tell you you've cracked your shin b4 they tell you that it has to stop b4 you are rendered incapable to walk? That thought alone terrifies me. I sat outside the X-Ray room for hours. Really. Stressing about what i was gonna hear. Good news is the doc, didn't mention what i expected him to say, so thats a plus point, mum actually sent dad down to pick me up, something i never saw coming cause i said i can still walk and when i reached the office Darnell, of all people, called to see how i was doing. I feel like i'm in some sorta bizzaro world now, is there a catch? In the end, i got a referral letter to a sports specialist =) haha yes i find that rather amusing. I got calcium tablets and painkillers. LOL what a weird med mix haha.
Somehow, all the above-mentioned doesn't mean anything to me. Its just another cycle i've to go through. Been there, done that. I planned to blog abt this last night but i fell asleep the moment i lay on the bed, cough syrup is like sleeping pills? But i digress. For obvious reasons, i think i can't mention your name so i apologise for that, but do know that what you did was and still is very much appreciated by me. Cause no one would ever do that for me. I was coughing like hell yesterday and you're the only person that showed me concern. You opened my eyes to let me see things i was oblivious to before but see them so clearly now. There are so many things i wanna say to you but just can't put them into words. Yet somehow i know you can feel them. If not, all i can say is gut feeling. But know that i'm forever thankful and grateful and there's a whole lot of other things i wanna say but now would be the wrong time to say them, but thank you girl, thank you. For this, for everything. =)
