Before i go on i apologise for the profanities that might or might not appear here in the blog, personally i refrain as much as possible but there are times where they are called for. Thank you =)
Anyways, went to Arts House to watch Laurent play 2day and i tell you his band is freaking cool freaking awesome =)) almost on par with the Black Knights display (there i mentioned them), i realized the music they play really suits the genre i listen to so yea Avis(?) is the band's name, release an album soon yea =) i'll be the first to buy =) But it was cut short and the last song they played really "spoke" to me in the sense that maybe i knew what it was really about? Even though there wasn't any lyrics to it? Yea could see that Laurent was pretty pissed too... but hey you guys were GREAT, invite us down for the next gig ai'te =)
Then comes the phone call....After that entire thing i didn't even feel like facing the water and the amazing thing was that i was just beside the S'pore river. So yea.... felt superbly lousy after that and i still am feeling that way now.... but James, no hard feelings yea? I know the deal was that we get the license together but maybe my time just ain't now? I don't know when will be the next time i'll get to sail but this time i refuse to push the blame to anyone... its my choice afterall right? Yea, i love the water, i love looking up at the sky while on water and i love the relief of being on land after a rough time on water, yea i love all that, the discipline i learn, the life lessons thought through just cause i'm drifting and there's nothing i can do. Yea i love all that and i'ma miss all that... it sucks big time to not be able to go.... and yes it kinds hurts a lil... but like what i always say, life's never been fair, why make this any different? All i can say is that if i can't do it now then fine, whatever, i'll find another alternative, i'll go back to my roots and run. As far, as long till i get to come back to the water. Maybe then i won't be caught under such messed up circumstances anymore. haha...
