Sometimes i question my exisitence on this very Earth. I'm sure you guys out there have that question too, like how we wished we knew the purpose of our lives instead of doing mundane redundant things like studying subjects we hate, knowing fully well that we would have no use for them in the future, like for example, (no offense) math, cause i dun see myself going to a shop and calculating X no. of shirts for Y amt of money, much less using those 2 to solve another equation in a different of same shop. As i see my seniors studying i can't help but think to myself, "This is what i'ma be like in a years time?" Then i get flashbacks of the night study back in NBSS, they were fun luh but then i could've done without them cause for one they were freaking tiring but they were the only way Miss Lim could get me to study, why? Cause she'd make me sit right in front of her to do math paper after math paper until my eyes were crossed. Come to think of it, i thank her alot for that, if it wasn't for that i dun think i'd be in M.I much less a poly. So yea... haven't talked to her in ages though and i dun tink i ever will. I tink this is the first time i came into M.I and felt a lil uncertain abt my future, a lil slow but yea... i left everything behind and even those parts of M.I i had with me i left behind, as though each day was my 1st day in M.I with only one thing in common, no brainer thought, yeap. Maybe its a good thing? That almost everyday in M.I is like a new day minus the amazement i get on first day at school?
Nvm strike all that, i just wanna live out the rest of my M.I days the best i can, as for now i'm running the Silat and Wushu steps in my head, why? i'm not sure myself but something tells me i should hmmm...
