Its a whirlwind thing right abt now really, GP presentation is over so really couldn't care less, though i know it concerns my marks and all but i seriously didn't expect to get a good grade with all the nonsense i had to put up with, glad that its over.
I'm really tempted to bring that whole "DX" part of my life back again you know, its like i would've done so much more better with it and i wouldn't be feeling as shitty as i feel now? But that'll be weak. Another mask of sorts, one that i'm sick and tired of using, i mean like yea its cool and fun but to me its getting old. I want her to see me as who i really am, bare my soul and i have no idea where thats gonna bring me, but since when has fear stopped me? What is wrong with me here?!?!
