Despite the irritatingly long post down there, this one is special, its a dedicated one and since he's my fren i just wanna let him know this. I shan't mention any names cause he might not like it but i hope he'll know its for him. Anyways... Bro, i know life isn't all that fun and roses, we're both in different places in this moment and yet i find myself wishing i was back in the past and i'm sure you are too. Sometimes in life we're faced with some difficult shit we have to deal with and it isn't always fair. I'ma agree and say sometimes life can be a bitch or bastard, whichever way u wanna see it. But point is we're still given options; choices, to make in life and maybe we've made a few wrong ones but we're stuck with it and its somewhat life-changing, i know how it feels though i may never understand fully the idotic-ness of what you have to go through everyday i'm somewhat close to it. Being hurt is one thing, being the cause of hurt is another, especially if the ones being hurt are close to your heart. I'mma be clear and say i'd be damn worried for you if something were to happen to you man, and i can safely say it'll be the same for the rest of us. Anything at all man, anytime, anyday, if you ever need someone to hear you out there's always me, and there's no such thing as i'm too busy to talk to you man, if it'll make you feel better then there's always time. As for happiness, in your case its difficult to find, maybe even impossible, but i ain't giving up man. I know you'll find it someway somehow and bro, for the record, if it makes you happy, then i'm happy that you're happy, for real.
