Been thinking about stuff, before i slept last night i was really considering stuff, like my life and things luh. I never really did prioritize things before and i'm trying that out now and i sure as hell hope it works. Whatever has happened, happened and we can't change that, i've made many mistakes in my life and i'm not proud i made them and though i've repeated those mistakes more times than i can remember, i glad i made those mistakes and i eventually learnt from them. Many people have asked me what is the biggest mistake i've made in my life, truth is, there's no such thing. When we make one, something else happens, something good. I failed my 1st 'O' level exams and retained, at that point of time it was the worst thing to happen to me cause one by one the people that i needed support from the most left, but i found others who supported me all the way, people like Jem and Miss Lim were always there to help me academically and emotionally. Fast forward to 2day, i'm actually kinda glad that i did retain, i learnt alot in that one year, like a one year crash course in the basics of life, something i always ignored cause i thought it didn't concern me, i found myself. Though i'm filled with guilt to those i've caused hurt and wronged, i feel blessed that they've forgiven me without even asking for it and i feel like a bastard because of that but i know that they would've wanted it that way cause that way i would've already learnt not to treat someone else the way i did to them. Thank you for letting me go =)
