Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Tired
Tired. The one excuse for everything. Well yea I am tired, but thats just the beginning i guess, its like one of those things when you can't describe what u're going through and all you get in the end is utter confusion and a wonderful headache. So i guess that pretty much explains the random periods of stoning for me. Half the time i'm thinking the other half i just space out, and to think i was tellin ppl nt to stone, oh well. Maybe its just a phase? I hope so, i hate this feeling, its like you think the rope is there to pull you back up into the boat but when you feel tired and are gonna sink instinct tells you to grab the rope. And you do just that, but thats when you realise that the rope wasn't even connected to the boat, it wasn't connected anywhere. Thats when you slowly start to sink, you struggle and you stay afloat a lil longer but eventually you know u're gonna sink. Only difference is that i refuse to sink and i refuse to look for a rope, its pointless. I'll swim there on my own. Thanks Guys...
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