Monday, April 7, 2008
Its come down to this?? lol...
I realized its pretty weird, cause i'm online all the time but i hardly, rarely ever come to update. Basically the past week has been really depressing, 1 week no PE. While the rest of my homies are shouting and screaming, "GOOD WHAT?!?!?!" I'm actually not feeling the same way, don't get me wrong, i don't enjoy PE, but its different when u see the rest of them running and all u ever do is just sit there and stare. Worst part? No rugby. Gets a lil downhill for me here. Based on past injuries and everything, i've decided to stop rugby... for an indefinite amount of time. I'm gonna get screwed by the rest of the team cause i'm continuing frisbee and dragonboating. Only reason why i can't continue rugby is cause of the risk of another tackle to my knee and then its all gone. So... yea its not like i'm not coming back i know. Its just really hard to say goodbye to the field even b4 i had to chance to perform on it. Its just... depressing you know? Health is more important, i dunno, in any case i already told coach i ain't coming for training for a while, he was cool abt it and understood so he told me to rest up and chill a while before hitting the gym again for self rehab and training regimes. All i can say is that its gonna be a looooooooooooooooooooong way back...
thought @
11:14 PM;
