Ok this is.... erm... confusing, irritating and plain exhausting... i've no idea why i'm even doing it. Maybe cause i made a promise and i have to keep them no matter what? Then again maybe it cause she was such a important person in my past and no she's no longer there i wanna carry out the last deed of "thanks" for her?
Nothing to do abt it i guess, just gonna have to go through with it...
Almost forgot, HAPPY B'DAY!!!!!!!! To Ishaq and Daniela =) Yes belated b'day presents are on the menu haha i'm broke, i took up a job that doesn't pay, yes it doesn't no cash or rewards involved cause my folks are the bosses... Shitty deal if u ask me... SO, yea Moo is broke but i'll get ur presents ASAP =)
Visited Mama last night, she looks better, sad to say its only when she's in hospital everyone's so interested in seeing her.... She's their mum for goodness sake... before she got admitted to the hospital, everyone neglected her... leaving her alone and thinkin she'll be fine... nthin to be done abt it i guess... everyone's too caught up in their own lil world to care abt what used to exist in theirs... i just hope Mama recovers in time for CNY, i know she's getting old and everything, i'm glad i made it through the 'O's while she's still in this world, more than anything else, i wanna thank her for raising me as though i was her son, not her grandson, single-handedly... All i really want is for her to recover, get the hell out of hospital and be fine. Its sadder to see my family behave this way though...
